Wednesday, May 25, 2011
On the verge of nervous breakdown
Or maybe I'm exaggerating, but some may get the point. Apparently, after meeting with my HS registrar, I still need to go back to my college school to get a transcript request, the last thing on the back of my "last things to do." I have no choice you know. Why is it that every time I am to do something wonderful about my life there is just that something that would interfere? Why is it? Then again, it is just me that is to blame. I'm no the goody-goody daughter or person you know. I am just starting to learn. I've never been good at maneuvering my early life. I messed up big time. I should have been more responsible before. I have to admit though that there are certain things I've done that I am thankful for that I've done. There are also those mistakes that I did really learned something from.
Then maybe, it's not just regretting. I know that there are still things that I can do. Far more better than what I've done before. Right now, what I need to do is slowly search cure for the wrongs I have done before. I don't know if I'll be able to get through this but doing something is far more rewarding than being eaten up by regrets inside slowly. I was dying and still dying.
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Summer of '11
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