My mind was a ramshackle last night. I would've dragged myself to the slaughter. Apparently, dear mother wasn't in a good mood that afternoon and was busy throwing unnecessary words to me, I would've called those words knives but I wouldn't have the nerve to.
Un-speaking up when required to has its benefits and it's own consequences too. Like what happened last night before dinner. I refused to answer to my sister when she called out on me because 1. I'm kind of pissed with her and 2. My mind is wandering off to constructed imaginary conversations and those conversations aren't going well. I might have the ability to go ra-ra and say something unimaginable to her. So I zipped my mouth tight. That scheme didn't last long because right just after dinner it happened again. Help me.
Went to sleep early and woke up early to relay today. I'm calmer now, trust me.
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