Last night was amazing. Everything was amazing except for me. I was like that big goo walking around, it's disgusting. I'm having a bad tummy and I was like acting like duh, I was so upset that all I want to do when I got home was to sleep asap.
I feel bad about people around thinking that I am not happy about what's going on. Someone really take me to the slaughter house. I feel crappy and I feel shit.
Everyone is smiling. Everyone is so nice. I'm not used to that kind of air. I suck I know, but I can't help it and I don't blame myself either. I'm tired of the blame game, it's time to let go all of it. The process is very difficult but the temporary pain is worth the relief, the happiness. I'm buying it. I may take the whole year but I don't care at all on how long it may be. I will be happy finally. I will find true happiness. I can do it.
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