Posted on April 11 7:18am


It's so very easy to fall into the trap of hurting someone with words. How can I avoid it? I have the slightest idea. I do exercise the habit of breathing deeply when I'm mad before uttering any human word, the problem is all the steam get stuck inside of me like inflating a balloon inside that will eventually explode any time soon 
or the counter effect will be something illegal activity in me.


Guilt is that one poison that eats up someone inside. I do look at it as some suicide that doesn't have the intention to kill. It's just there. It's a feeling that takes time to go away. Guilt gone is like the feeling of dying, 
though you didn't die at some point, feels like you were reborn again.


Though how honest-to-goodness I try hard it just can't be tied. Getting involved in an argument (specially with the 'rents) can't be controlled either, now that I have my own reason and any other blahs, I always do have that "regret later" tendencies. I also have those; "is it better if I argued, or just followed"? I really really don't know. Compromising on the other hand is wonderful but still, it did hurt.


I'd be setting up a goal to be a better speaking person. I'd be finding ways on how will I help myself enhance my speaking and people relating skills so that in some way I'd be lessening the tendencies of hurting people with my words.


I don't want to be hurt so I want to be very very careful on how can I hurt others too.